OK, where do I start on how fucked up my life is? Just when I have some emotional problems and depressing moments, my "friends" abandon me, call me childish and basically tell me to fuck off.

I understand that I may piss my friends off but when a reason they are pissed off with me is because I am feeling down is very upsetting to me because I know you may care, but you dont seem to show it, no-one seems to comfort me in times of need and I probabely dont deserve it but I am truly sorry for everything.

I just wanna say that if you care about me then thanks, if you dont then sorry and I appreciate those few ppl who actually do care about my feelings.

I would like to apologize about my stupid foolish behaviour lately and I just want my friends to know that I beg for their forgiveness and their friendships mean a lot to me, I couldn't live without my friends but I'd understand if you hate me.

Goodbye, and good luck to you all especially to the people who I have always cared about (woody, sarah, beckii, cooper, siddall, festa, wez, rachael, crowe, maz, kerry, fowler, dani, danny hughes, skino, will, kelly, gemma, mills, chase, cliff and anyone else who deserves my care. Good luck to you all but I'm so sorry to all of you.

Bye